soliloquy

SOLILOQUY
an extended uninterrupted speech or poem by a single person. The person may be speaking his or her thoughts aloud or directly addressing other people, e.g. an audience, a character, reader or an inanimate object.

hmm.. i got this word from my english class. We are reading Macbeth right now. and it's freaking hard and sooo annoying to read it ("ALAS!") . well,it's not like i don't like it, but if my teacher didn't translate it into 'NORMAL LANGUAGE', i would fail this class so bad.

okay,stop that nonsense, i am going to start my soliloquy.
Right now, it's like a turning back from my period as a exchange student to a lady, like eliza doolittle might say. there are some thoughts that i want to share.
(sorry if i start it with english then i turn it into indonesian)

1. the only one who's gonna put the barometer of succesfulness in your life is yourself. especially for me, the one who's gonna say i did it in this program, it's myself.
jadi yaa, it's all in my hand.

2. i quoted some words from 'bad girls club' in channel 60--"if someone offended you with something, just say, 'what makes you better than me?' if they said i am more beautiful, i am smarter and so on, just said, 'is that all you got?'"
HAHAHAHA itu dalem banget buat orang2 belaga. haha

3. kesempatan kedua jarang didapatkan.
gah, gue mau curhat. UNTUNG ORANG YANG GUE BICARAIN KAGAK TAU BLOG GUE.
oke. inget gak cerita cerita bioskop itu tuh, pas pemeran wanitanya kagak mau sama pemain lelakinya, eh pas udah gede jatuh cinta? NAH ITU DIA. gue pernah curhat sama anggita sahabat gue dikala senang dan susah ttg masalah ini. Tapi oh tapi, dia nya keduluan jadian. (HAHAHA)
gue sekarang berfikir kembali. emangnya itu beneran suka? apa cuma rasa cemburu?
Nah, ternyata sifat wanita itu adalah senang dikagumi. ini jelek banget menurut gue soalnya jadi gak tegas dan plin-plan.

hmm. prinsip gue baru ini. yang ngena di gue. hahahaha
cuku sekian yaaa.
mata gue lagi bintitan. perlu istirahat

xoxo
R